Hello
Today is second day of bun bun camp and i really have no mood to do anything,nothing at all.I am feeling very depressed right now and umm =( The hours passes by slowly and it is tormenting me,how will i ever do without you.The no.1 heart is slowly dying out without no.2(i just read your letter) Come back soon my love,i miss you really badly,really so badly.
On the side note i hope you aren't feeling as bad as me cause i have never felt as bad as this before.The long and lonely night descends on me again,looking at the night sky makes me sadder even though i really want to see you,it just looks so scary and it looks gloomy just like me.Hope you are having fun at your camp my love,i am waiting..
Back to life,nothing much. Don't feel like running,puzzling,tv-ing or even getting out of my room.
If i did i will find myself staring at blank spaces and it is really scary,i would rather stay at my room for the fond memories that was left behind.Well i did have breakfast + lunch with my whole family today and i was really happy to see ah ma doing fine as i haven't seen her for a long time due to O's i am glad that she is fine.Hmm okay may the stars guide me.
Till then
I only want to see you so badly
9:27 PM
Kaizoku~
