Y must life be like this?i cannot take it anymore,seriously things are there for us and will nt come to us,we must get it ourselves,it is so tiring that i cannot do with sumone that i wan to be there for me,i really cant help it but think of her so much.
Today heard sumthing that made me feel worse(T.T) its the same case as me,y must this happen to us,it really sucks,life without another is pointless and im really too weak to go on myself,its really so hard for me.
drank.the bitterness almost made me cry but i never will again cry.
ok moving on to life,dad told me that one of my neighbours had alot of small puppies as the parents gave birth to alot,dad told me that my neighbour would let us have one,he asked me and i was really interested,at least a puppy could keep me distracted but mum would never allow cause i hav asthma,ARGH.
puppy..puppy..puppy,im willing to pay for dog food and bling bling for the dog as long as it treats me well,and a puppy...can make my fear for furry animals lesser as they wont bite=D but cats are so much more expressive,dogs are loyal though,but friends are the best.
Wont anyone be there for me?i am so hyper that im sad inside that no one knows...
Not gonna sleep for the night i guess,no mood,time to sort out my thinking,dun think it will work but ????
Really lost,so much i can do but i just lack sumthing that i dun think i will be able to get=(
listened to the same love song for the whole night,things can be so sweet but its nt going to happen.for now? for the future? other half is out there i know it,just let
me
find
the
one
really
cant
do
without
the
half
1:56 AM
Kaizoku~
