Captain Samuel Choo thx to Yi Xuan for help STRAWHATS!!


I wish to be loved for my whole life


Cancer
3 JULY 1993^^
15 this year>:(

I am really so sorry that i have to leave for hong kong but i really have to thank you so much for being so understanding or not i really will be so sad. I also really hope that things will not change as no matter what happens i will still love you forver,without fail.I prayed to god that you will be okay and that things will not change when i get back. I really look forward to the times we can spend together because i really do feel so good and also that i feel that nothing else but you matters =)

I really really love you with all my heart and wish that you will be by my side forever,i want to marry you,i want to do many things with you,i want to help you with all your troubles,i just want to be with you,i want you to be happy but i want to be the one who makes it happen,i want you only,i want to love you forever. ♥

I will get many many things for you,in hong kong when i get back,anywhere i am remember that we must go brunching,shop like crazy together! Hahaha and just enjoy each other's company =) I really hope that it will be like this one day because i really enjoy being with you,just seeing you makes me smile from inside and makes me think of the happy future ahead with you.

I am really certain this time and want to grab hold of my future with you,you are a gem to me and you may not be perfect but you will still be the rarest to me. Though,you will be always perfect in my eyes and i will not see any wrong in anything you do because i know it is for the best when it comes from you.I want to hold you in my arms forever and want you to know that you can always find refuge in them,it is there to protect you.

I may not be as strong as i seem but when it concerns you,i will be tougher than anyone out there so as to proctect you,no one should treat you badly or harm you in anyway,they will have to get through me first. You are to be treated the best by everyone especially me,it is all that i want to do as I really love you.

Well i might update in hong kong i really hope and i will take care of myself,thank you for caring for me so much,a million thanks...=) Will be back in one piece and i know distance does make the heart fonder,well it really does for me...6 days will pass soon i hope,keep my heart with you,it wants to be with you =)

Do not cry reading this bunny,it is to cheer you up must give a biggy smile =) And a carrot will love to be eaten by you.

Zebra loves Bunny
Till eternity

Till then
I hope can really post again soon to update

Love you always,
Samuel

1:09 AM

Kaizoku~

Okay here is a short joke to lighten up everyone's day =)

Tim had his day off and wanted to go shopping with his wife.They came across a perfume stall and the salesperson approached Tim and introduced a new perfume.Tim said "I would love to buy this but i am looking for the same quality but a cheaper one." The salesperson took out a $15 middle-sized perfume this time. Tim said "That is nice too but can you show me anything cheaper?" Frustrated,the salesperson took out a mirror and showed it to Tim.

HAHAHA! =D

Okay i got it from Sgforums it's really funny,back to life.
My butt hurts like crazy and the there feels like it's on fire,i can't sit properly and problem is my stomach keeps feeling so bad,so...another problem is that everytime it feels bad i have to walk 3 stories and come up 3 stories while my butt hurts,i hope it will cool down soon,just like me hahaha! just kidding

Lovely day tomorrow

Till then
See you my love

9:03 PM

Kaizoku~

Hello

Today is second day of bun bun camp and i really have no mood to do anything,nothing at all.I am feeling very depressed right now and umm =( The hours passes by slowly and it is tormenting me,how will i ever do without you.The no.1 heart is slowly dying out without no.2(i just read your letter) Come back soon my love,i miss you really badly,really so badly.

On the side note i hope you aren't feeling as bad as me cause i have never felt as bad as this before.The long and lonely night descends on me again,looking at the night sky makes me sadder even though i really want to see you,it just looks so scary and it looks gloomy just like me.Hope you are having fun at your camp my love,i am waiting..

Back to life,nothing much. Don't feel like running,puzzling,tv-ing or even getting out of my room.
If i did i will find myself staring at blank spaces and it is really scary,i would rather stay at my room for the fond memories that was left behind.Well i did have breakfast + lunch with my whole family today and i was really happy to see ah ma doing fine as i haven't seen her for a long time due to O's i am glad that she is fine.Hmm okay may the stars guide me.

Till then
I only want to see you so badly

9:27 PM

Kaizoku~

Hello everybody i am finally back to blogging ^^
Well O levels is finally over and i am so bored now =(

Back to the main topic,today is the day when bun bun went to camp,even though i said bye cheerfully,the sadness deep down in my heart was still there..

How bad it feels to miss someone so dear to you,It's really painful and my parents said that i looked dead today,well might not be in such a good mood.Hours of torment and sorrows was stopped when she messaged me during camp,but it lingered on...

I hope you are okay now,i am missing you lots,and today i felt somewhat different as it's saturday,we are both happy every saturday =( I am feeling crazy right now because i know that you won't be calling me,for no reason i am still waiting by the phone =(

Come back soon my love

I miss you

Well back to life,i just bought a 1k piece puzzle recently of this scenery which depicts a purple sky with lavenders in a countryside.Really beautiful,i am not starting it soon though but once i am done i will post it up on facebook and my blog,for my valued readers i think you can only see it during hmm,2-3 weeks later? Haha..i try my best,and anyone playing jamlegend? Fun game add me djsam hahaha...

Ok no fail pic or vid today,well i hope you all are enjoying the holidays after the long year of studying,have a nice holiday!

Till then
See you

8:55 PM

Kaizoku~

Hey guys sorry but i am going to stop blogging till my Os are over i am super busy.

Check me up again after O lvls ok?
I am going to study now so tata

TIll then
See ya

10:13 PM

Kaizoku~

-.-
Think she got a bit carried away hahaha!

Hehe today another boring day at school=( But luckily got john cena and triple h accompany me!! Hehehe and SBS new single hit just got out today!! Ahahaha so cool right! Wait for our album yea!! Ok i going crazy...

Tomorrow i really hope that i will not kenna the history srp most likely is those people who failed mr. ho's seq test will get in! WA today everyone get back i did not get back then i so scared...aiyo please tomorrow i don't want to go!!!!~~~ =(

Yea and i must once again say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all the cancerians!!! Hehehe your month has come and it is your time to be at your best!!! Just like me,hahaha! The full moon is still here~~so cool!

Ok needa go present shopping soon!=D To get all the cancerians some nice stuff=D Yea...K my budget a bit tight this week cause think i eating too much again! Hahahaha....can't wait to work e-o-y then no need keep getting money from my parents and can get a lot more!!~~Ya

Tomorrow will be the best day if i had the whole afternoon freed!! If every friday is like that...keep thinking about it and it will come true!

Ok all the best guys,tomorrow is a nice day

Till then
See you

10:06 PM

Kaizoku~

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA

=)

Ok long time no post...
Firstly i must thank everyone for wishing me a happy birthday and all those who gave me presents!!!=D
Million Thanks from me!

Yep..haha and will be really busy this week cause of the srps and night study programme..
Then no time...

But no matter what happens i will still cheer up and try my best =)

Clouds of worries surround my mind but the sun will always shine and clear my worries!!
Thank you SUN!

Never stop shining my sun,or my heart will darken..

yo hi wassup ceiling lame bye

Hahaha

Ok now a special section on WU TONG:

Yes, WU TONG.

ITS WU TONG

Hahaha he very good friend who helps me with my problems and often we study together
actually every day...

But when i have very serious problems he always have the best solutions YEP.

So whenever i fall down he will help me out and i feel so lucky!

Haha

Ok and i will try my best to be happy and cheer up during the darkest of times ^^

And yep i may not have the means to get the best you deserve but i will try my best and if it does not work then all i can say is.

Sorry

OK time to get busy

Till then
See you and you and you and you and you

4:12 PM

Kaizoku~

Hahaha so many things happened today! =D

Ok started off with a beautiful but slightly sunny morning,i went for a run at bishan park!
Hehehe yea! So i was refreshed after the run and then i went to amk lib to do homework ^^
Yes i did quite a lot and luckily i can catch it! =D

I am so happy for the whole morning =D but i became sad at noon =(

Cannot be sad ok you! Or me too =(

Ok....i really need to keep myself busy now! Think i do some work haha=D

Tomorrow will be a nice day!

Till then
See you

8:30 PM

Kaizoku~

Hahaha

Ok just heard some new about school no longer being extended for a week =O
Well,actually it's not really a bad thing as we can have more time to study and...
Yea quite sad actually..HAHAHA=D

Yay so many new blog songs i really like them alot hahaha=D
So happy today because i know today turned out so fine and really nice =D
All the nice things will never come to an end as i will always be there to continue it=D

Do not worry ok!

Tough question for me and i really do not know what to do...=(
Hmm shall attend to it next week?maybe?

If i screamed out in silence,will anyone be able to hear it?
Ok another busy day tomorrow
Till then
See you

9:31 PM

Kaizoku~

Hehehe

Ok...haven't been posting in quite a while...cause of many stuff happening .
ITS FATHER'S DAY TODAY!! Haha i would not have known if pris did not tell me anything about it =(

But today my family is most probably going out for a nice meal even though i have 3 hours of tuition before that O_O

Jia lat haven't do my homework cause was lazing arnd today hahaha =D

O ya and wu tong got his new PHONE today!
Finally he changed and the new phone is nokia 5800 so good right!
Haha then he won't be complaining bout ear pieces and crappy music again =D
But i still love my red phone hahaha!!!!!!! =D

Ya and i must dedicate a section to Priscilla =D
-firstly,must thank her for her heartwarming letter!
-then must thank pris for her super nice sweets =D
-and for sharing and listening to my problems for one week =D
-and a lot of other things...

the list just goes on..
THANK YOU SO MUCH PRISCILLA!

ok....
feeling so stress but promises not to drink anymore
and... trying not too ( )
ya...ok another busy day when i wake up i want to leave some time for that super long letter =D

k i tired le

I still don't have the reason , and you still don't have the time
Give me something to believe in.

Till then
See you

1:15 AM

Kaizoku~

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